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| when i'm sick..
i don't take meds.
i don't drink plain water.
i don't care.
and everyone knows that.
i need someone to remind me to take my meds.
i need someone to force me to take my meds.
i need someone to scold me when i dint wna take my meds.
and you were there to do all that.
and you were the exact person i needed to do that.
even though you went silent again soon after.
when i've finally slowly moved on abit, you always know how to make me fall for you.
again, and again, and again.
how can i stop loving you?
you tell me..
maybe you're my chuck.
maybe..
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| i don't know when it started, but i've been spelling my name with a double H.
SYAFIQAHH!
at that time, i was the ONLY ONE (cos i see no one spelling their name liddat) with that name.
so when you type SYAFIQAHH at your yahoo searchbar, you'll find MY STUFFS.
like my imeem, my friendster, my veoh, my goodybooks, my connections even, my LJ and.. you get the drift.
NOW, THERE ARE MANY OTHERS SPELLING IT LIKE THAT, TILL TO THE EXTENT I CANT USE THAT AS MY FACEBOOK URL!
fcuk that SYAFIQAH who uses MY spelling.
fcuk you! you dint even spell it THAT way for your name.
gaaaahhh. now it has to be..
www.facebook.com/syafiqahh.love
i know i think it sounds cool with a "." there.
BUT STILL, my name is MINE!
urghhhhh.
i so should buy that name and put it as my trademark! gaahhh.
hey girl, you're on my mind tonight, last night and the following nights (;
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| love,
why do i always have to do something so foolish?
we're just starting to get along better, yet i did it again.
love,
if i could turn back time,
i would have undo all the mistakes i make..
or maybe, i could just try to never appear in your life,
so we'll never have to go through all this.
love,
if you know how much i love you,
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| i love you
i miss you
i want you
i need you
a day without you suck, although it might be the greatest day ever for someone who wished to be in my shoe for that day.
cos you're the one i want to spend my days with, forever, and ever. without you, even the greatest day seems mundane.
everyday, i'll pray that you'd come back to me, but i know it's all not gna happen.
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to all students, especially SPians, do not forget to put under REMARKS, that you don't have swine (:
hahahaha! i'm just bored and the remarks section is so tempting me to write something down.
taddaaaa..
anw, in school now. i've been blogging here eyhh?
AHAHA! and i'm early tday. i reached at 8.25am :D
school starts at 8! wheee~
not late.
so cant wait for thursday.
hope everything went well as planned.
having WCD, web-client development now (:
boring sheyt, but not bad (: cos i like html, but i dont like studying about it.
i like learning bout it :D
k wha'eva.
cheers.
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| i'm still in love with that girl.
why?
and to Syahirah, do you really love me like you said you do?
i don't want to start falling for you and end up losing you after that.
but i don't wna love you either.
i still love her so goddamn much that your existence doesnt really bother me at all.
i'm sorry that i played along with you, but you and i know, i never had feelings for you.
it's her i love,
and it's always her that i want.
and it's gna be that way, till my mind gets over my heart.
love,
me.
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| some people have life going smoothly, like what they planned and wanted.
but beneath the surface, what did they actually go through for their plans to become reality?
some people have life the easy way.
they get what they want, without even trying.
while some people, fight for happiness,
and yet failed.
so, why do people say..
God is fair?
some people..
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| 4:23am. shouldn't people be sleeping?
weird, i just can't sleep.
not insomnia, for sure.
i just have many things in my mind currently.
but it's all related to one person.
no, i hate him.
i should not think of him.
not even a minute, or a second.
no. this is wrong.
they say it's denial.
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| i need to get a job.
i need to use my free time doing something.
i cant sit around like.. now.
my mind will drift away.
my tears will fall.
and i dont want those to happen.
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| amir, i dint mean to hurt you.
i dint mean to cry infront of you because of another person.
tears just flow out like that. i can't help it.
i know i've hurt you too deep.
afterall, i accepted you as my boyf because i wna make you happy.
yet, in the end, i still hurt you.
but please do understand my situation.
he's still in my heart.
not anyone else. i'm sorry.
like i've said, if you wna leave, leave.
but please, tell me.
don't leave me hanging.
throughout my life, i've had enough share of people leaving me just like that.
without any warning.
they call it, "silent breakup".
wan, what have you done?!
you're never responsible with your actions, right?
please, my reputation is tarnished in the group.
please don't make it worse.
what you did, have got NOTHING to do with me.
yet, they're blaming ME.
wan, as your girlf, it really hurts to hear that you slept with another girl.
i'm not jealous, fcuk. i don't love you!
but.. urgh!
and that girl has issues with me already!
for god's sake wan, think about the consequences.
rye, it's always my fault right whenever your BESTF got hurt?
you called me all of a sudden.
when i saw your name on my screen, i was very very excited.
i thought my bestf was back.
but it turned out the other way.
my bestf is drifting further, and she's blaming me for something i did not do.
how long have you known me?!
you know how far i could go to hurt someone..
yet you blamed me for something i did not and would never do.
rye, to hear that my boyf is sleeping with another girl, is not as hurtful as when my bestf accused me of telling my boyf to take away the virginity of a girl.
you hated me THAT much eyh?
i was punished this badly, just because i was drunk?
thanks rye, thanks.
sometimes, i wonder..
what have i done in the past?
is it THAT bad that i deserve to be punished this way?
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